Life Sucks!

I realize that this is not a very catchy title but it is my state of mind right now so I will leave it. I have been in conversation with a church and thought things were going well but apparently not. I really thought that this is what God wanted me to do. It is have been a long time and nothing is happening. I just don't know anymore. I wish God would be a little clearer on things. I am open to whatever it is that I am supposed to do but I must be reading signals wrong. I AM GOOD AT WHAT I DO! What is wrong with these people????? Okay...I feel marginally better!