New Goals

I have been setting new goals for myself lately and actually sticking to them....okay so it is only one. I have started reading something by a Christian author each morning before I start reading just whatever novel I am in. I am a reader and I do quite a bit of it but if I read at least one chapter in something that may teach me something, I feel better about my day. I have read some interesting things and I think they are giving me calm about my life.
I mean....I am still looking for a ministry position and I know that a position is available. I have had many interviews in this area! I know that God will lead me where he wants me to go. I am finding myself getting more and more involved at church and I don't know if that is a good thing. I keeping hoping I will be gone soon. However, I just keep at it and know that God will work it all out. Ultimately, I have no choice but to wait. It is not like I can control God or anything. As much as I want to move on (I mean....not only am I 40 and living with my mom, but I really need a new car!) I can't rush the process so I make the best of it and am at peace. It is not like I can say....okay God...Now! That would just make him laugh.